Halo

My brother said : Why you wanna worry? You're gonna be somebody.

A colleague said : You different la. Your path is destined.

A teacher said : Awak bukan macam orang lain.

How all of you know? I also don't know. What? You saw my exam slip is it? What does it indicate anyway pun. I read books very well, I do a lot of past year paper, I go to class religously.

A-Levels kantoi pun, you still see the same old me.

I kerja baru first time skarang, nak cakap ngan orang tak reti, nak handle project kelam kabut. Berangan je lebih. Isn't that what you want?

I thank you for your support and faith in me. Sometimes, I feel that it is the only thing that keeps me going.

But then again, betul ke ape yang u tengok ni?

boredom

Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first minimal words of explanation.

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday :

The big 2. aiyooo..tua already

2. A place you'll like to travel to :

I miss you laaaaaa

3. Your favourite place :

Actually, my room is purple and my bed is red and it is effin' awesom

4. Your favourite food(s) :

satu Cold Stone's Choc Devotion please...

5. Your favourite pet :

oh my god. i want one! but Malaysia panas.

6. Your favourite colour combination :

this is how my room feels like. in Malaysia and at Lehigh

7. Your favourite piece of clothing :

i have a weakness for dresses. girls who wear dresses out just have more GUTS

8. Your all time favourite song :

how to chose ONE fave song????

9. Your fav tv show:

obsession, and proud of it.

NOT to be confuse with obsession for Tyra Banks.

10. First name of your significant other/crush :

hahahaha....what is this???i fear the doggy's life

11. The town in which you live in :

2nd home : One Utama

12. Your screen name or nickname :
Princess Fabulous

13. Your first job :

at BSC with the besties. good times, good times

14. Your dream job :

actually doing this as a job would only ruin it

15. Your worst fear :

i've been lucky so far

16. The one thing you'd before you die : 2 boys 1 girl please

17. The first thing you'll buy if you get $10,000,000 :

one in KL, one in the US, one in Terengganu

Need.More.Time

Today it is the 3rd of June. which means it has been 3 weeks and 5 days since I've been back from the States. which also indicates that I have 2 weeks and 2 days left before I am done with my internship. Everyday is precious, I count them down as I tick my organizer's calendar.
Cepatla.....

All 3 weeks, I have only seen a handful of my friends when I vowed to myself to meet up with all long lost forgotten friends the moment I touched down Malaysia. For all you still reading my blog, honest to God, it is not that you have disapparated from my mind. And I know I shouldn't be putting blame on my work (which IS the culprit of my wasted precious time), but.............yeah, ummmm.............shyte! i can't find any other excuses. Even those I do see, I'm too tired to hang out with. Sampai ada orang tu merajuk nak lari gi Indon la.

So, no worries, those who knows me well enough, you know I always deliver. Once am done with work I'll hit you up. I shall not name names in fear that some may be offended that they are not mentioned.

Relay 4 Life was both awesomely terrific and energy consuming at the same time. It's weird how the pain of others make you see how less pain-less your life is. Here I am complaining about my internship when some kids are complaining that their hair is falling out after chemo. Blunt in comparison.

On a happy note, met an old school chap there. Was happily listening to the live band when who should I find playing the guitar but our very own Shaiful Ayisy! =). Ayisy will be graduating soon and starting work at Media Prima. Good on you!

ouch.

Today she called me lazy. I honestly cannot remember the last person who ever used the adjective 'lazy' to describe me.

I wake up at 6am in the morning to go to work when work actually starts at 9am. Spend the whole day there, sometimes doing barely nothing much, which can be very tiring. I come home and by 10pm, I'm already asleep.

So during the weekend I allow myself some lounging time catching up on my TV series. And she had to say that I am lazy.

I signed up for the internship as soon as I got back from the States and I plan to work also when I'm done with that. Just to avoid having to hear her say that. I've been away for so long I forgot how hard it is to live under the same roof and how painful her words can be sometimes.

Mmm, I remember who was the last to called me lazy. It was last year before I went to college. She felt that I woke up too late.

macam macam ada

Blogging to you straight from the the office where i spend my days browsing through the net on "The Best Hair Styles of Summer 09", "Five Best Lies You Never Knew" and the likes. Okay, I lied. I also read books which have long been left forgotten but are suddenly much more appealing when faced with 9 hours of mind boogling office fun.

Internship is a test. A test of my patience.

I really want to do some Sudoku now. I was reading Aisyah's blog. I'm retired (as in a retired student, for now) and I'm free (cause my boss is outstation for the weekend), and she's so right! I do qualify for some Sudoku love session. There was a time when I could finish a puzzle in 5 mins. True story!

Now i take half an hour for a measly beginners Sudoku in the bi-weekly Brown & White. I need to up my game.

Oh! I just remembered. I have a Sudoku book that Nabeel bought for my birthday last year. Note to self : must find said Sudoku book.

I'm wondering when Boricua will fall upon my blog. He knows I have one, but it might take some time for him to figure out that he might want to read it. He's a lil slow like that. You're a creeper! Do something productive with your life.

P.A.N.A.S

I stepped out and there were people greeting me with surgical mask covering their mouths and noses.

Alamak. Kena quarantine ke?

My bladder was screaming to me resulting from me downing the bottle of mineral water. Aiming for the nearest ladies room, I did my business. As I reached for the tissue paper, I saw it.

Eh, ade hose air la!

YES!!! I'm back in Malaysia.

6 more days...

Happiness is wanting what you have.

Desire is wanting what you don't have.

HAPPINESS

~my best friend~

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DESIRE

~my future phone ~